Thursday, August 6, 2009

Grateful


We had quite the experience coming back from our fun-filled family reunion this past weekend in Arizona. (That post soon to come.) And just so you can consider yourself warned, beware this is the LONG version. Continue at your own risk! First of all, Cort left us on Sunday afternoon, because he had to fly out of Phoniex for a quick trip to California, so I was on my own driving back all 10-12 hours, which really I thought was no big deal. I've done it before so I wasn't that concerned. Anyways, so somehow as we said our good-byes and we left the cabin I mis-read the GPS unit and started heading in the WRONG direction. I kept noticing that we were heading south and I kept saying to myself, this can't be right! But I had no service on my phone to call and ask anyone, so I just decided to go with it. However, it didn't feel right. So I said a quick prayer that if we were heading in the right direction I would feel ok about it. I never did. I should of known at that point to turn around. Well, I didn't until my phone finally picked up service and I found out that we had driven in the wrong direction for the past hour and a half!! I immediately had a good cry and then I thought of Elder Wirthlin's last talk "Come what may and love it!" And I decided this wasn't the end of the world, and we turned the car around and started heading back to the cabin to start over. So three hours later we were back where we started and we then began to proceed in the right direction. Lesson one that I learned from this was when you feel like something's not right, it's probably not, and to go with it. So we decided to continue driving and see how far we could get. At that point it was about 4:00 Arizona time and 5:00 Utah time. After a couple hours of driving, I found myself with another decision, which really at that time didn't seem like it was that big of a deal, I just had to decide which way we were going to go. We could go either the same way we usually went through Page, Arizona or we could take a less known way through Fredonia Arizona, past Jacob's Lake on a winding mountain road. I really wanted to go this way. I had never been that way and I had heard it was beautiful. However, something told me NOT to go that way. Learning from my previous mistake of the day, I decided to listen. And I'm so grateful I did. From what I understand of it that road is less traveled then the other one and like I said it is a winding road that climbs up the mountain. We passed the turn off to Fredonia and then passed Page and then it happened about 30 miles out of Kanab, I felt something. At the time I didn't know what it was or what had happened the car jerked a bit and then started making a really loud noise. I thought to myself "you have got to be kidding me!!" And then I thought I'm just going to keep going we can't be stranded out here. Then I looked out the window and noticed the car smoking. I then knew I needed to pull over. So there we were at 10:30 at night in the middle of no where, with NO phone service, with a blown out tire, that I had no idea how to change. It was then that I realized why I wasn't suppose to go the Fredonia way. The first thing we did was pray. We prayed hard. I then felt a little calmer and I told the kids, a couple times, not to worry that Heavenly Father would send someone nice to help us and we were going to be ok. I then knew I needed to be proactive. So I got out of the car and started walking around in the dark, all the while hoping that I wasn't going to run into any snakes, trying to get a call out to someone, anyone at that point! I got nothing. However within in about 10 minutes a huge truck pulled up. It was a Kane County deputy. I knew our prayer was being answered. I was standing outside when he pulled up, and I walked up to his truck and he asked me "you guys ok?" I immediately replied with a "no we are not." He got out and came over to my car and started rumbling through it looking for all the tools he needed to change our tire. I was so overwhelmed with his kindness. As he was changing the tire, Taylor hopped out of the car and came over to us. I immediately told her to get back in the car I didn't want her standing along the highway in the dark with cars zooming by. She said ok, but that she had to tell me something real quick, that she just said a prayer to our Heavenly Ftaher to thank Him, for sending this nice police officer to help us. Right then, at that moment, I felt a lot of gratitude. I felt grateful that the deputy had stopped and was so kind to us, I felt grateful that we didn't take the other way, knowing that maybe a nice person wouldn't have been there to help us out or even worse I could of lost control of the car. Which for the record, the deputy kept saying how good of a driver I am for not losing control of the car and for keeping it on the road. But most of all, I felt grateful for this experience. I know it is something that Taylor and maybe Chasey, won't forget, and neither will I. Heavenly Father is there. He is real. He does answer prayers. He is aware of our situations and troubles and He is working with us as we work with Him. I don't ever want to forget how I felt that night, as my testimony of prayer was strengthened and as my children's testimonies of it began to grow as well. It is times and experiences like these that I cherish the most. I don't ever want to forget.

13 comments:

Casey and Whitney MCkell said...

YOU brought tears to my eyes!!! What a neat thing to teach your kids!!! I admire your strength!!!

Cindy N. said...

HOLY COW Jamie!! I have the chills from reading that! I'm so sorry all that happened to you, especially being alone with the kids. I'm so glad everything was okay and your prayers were answered, makes us even more grateful for the gospel and the holy ghost! You are amazing you know that??!!!

Rita said...

I didn't know you had a flat tire too! I would have been a wreck. You never forget experiences like that, they are testimony builders of the power of prayer. You know you should have just stayed the night in Globe, it is NICE! Just kidding don't ever stay there.

Marie Nelson said...

Oh my gosh! What an amazing story - - I'm still crying! What a way to start your time away from Cort! It just goes to show you - you can do anything with our Heavenly Father's help!

buchanancasa said...

It still gives me chills the second time around. What an important memory for your kids, and that you made it possible by setting the example of prayer. You are one tough mama, driving all that way with 3 kids and pregnant on top of it all!

Anonymous said...

That was such a hard experience, thankfully you made it through and learned from it, that YOU CAN DO HARD THINGS! I'm proud of you! Here's one of my favorite quotes...it fits this occasion---it's for you---you are ONE!

"Here's to good women...may we know them, may we raise them, may we be them!"

Tsanders said...

Oh my goodness Jamie, what an adventure you had. I'm glad you guys made it home and what a wonderful testimony builder of prayer for you and your kids.

Quincy said...

Wow Jamie! I got teary reading that. I don't think I would have had your strength. So glad you guys finally made it home.

Diane... said...

YOU GUYS WERE BLESSED that's for sure....and you deserve to be ! I posted the picture...hope that's alright!

Kristine said...

What a woman you are! I have been out of the blog world for a bit, and I am so glad I got to read this! What an experience, and thank heavens it turned out so good. Thanks for sharing and thanks for your great example.

Sandy said...

Jamie!! I can't believe you went through all that! I would have been a wreck! You are an amazing person!
So what are all your new changes?? I am excited to hear!

CAMERAHAPPY said...

You are an amazing woman! I think I would have been crying wondering why me.. you taught your kids a neat lesson and the strength of prayer. I'm glad things worked out well for you and I can't believe the picture of the tire. AMAZING that you did stay on the road. You were definately being watched over. We love you guys!

RaCeNMoMmY said...

WOW!!! i'm so glad to hear it all worked out ok. that is a scary thing. you defiantly are an amazing person. thank goodness for your knowledge of the gospel & testimony of prayer!